Poetry — May 12, 2011 14:02 — 0 Comments

When I Return – Whitney Gray

I will be heavy with dirt,
tangled in roots. The thick
green coil in my throat
will unravel—kudzu.

Is this what has choked
me for so long? I will spit
dust. Exhale. Clean my lungs.

What is left of me:
ribs, hair without a curl,
a hollowness
that never filled.
I can no longer resist
the sleepless shadow
that has followed me—
the blackbird on the ledge.

Past the pineapple sage,
I will drag myself
along the creek bed.
I have no secrets,
no pearls to barter.
In each life, I have
given what I have to each
crying mouth.
If I find my children
and they are starving,
I will cut off my hands
and sell them for bread.

Bio:

Whitney D. Gray earned her M.F.A. in poetry at UNC-Greensboro. She completed her B.A. in English at Mercer University, earning departmental honors. Her poems have appeared in Contemporary American Voices, Loose Change, nibble, and Collaged Verse, and are forthcoming in HAM Lit, Bluestem Magazine and Hinchas de Poesia.

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What am I?

Bioluminescent eye
That sees by the shine
Of its own light. Lies

Blind me. I am the seventh human sense
And my stepchild,
Consequence;

Scientists can't find me.

Januswise I make us men;
Glamour
Was my image then—

Remind me:

The awful fall up off all fours
From the forest
To the hours…

Tick, Tock: Divine me.

-- Richard Kenney